MattLillie

This experience was trying,so you've all heard me tell Complaining about life,and my personal hell I did what did,so I would continue the fight Made it through the darkness abyss,into the worlds amazing light I mist chain the beast,stop pulling my pride The gods know all,there's nowhere to hide Thrown back into the world,damaged and cold It's time retrieve,what the devil has stole For the longest time,I was so very lost Destroying my world,at the highest cost Had all the help,but still started to sink Standing apon a ledge,but started to think I've got it all,just a Tortured soul I still got some fight,my body hasn't met it toll

What I never have,I'll never know But the feelings inside,I must bestow When I gaze into your eyes,drives me wild with lust One of these days,I will gain your trust Know I'm broken,or damage goods But I make this promise,to love you like I should We could travel the world,and the seven seas Just you and me,we'll always be free Wanna make you happy,treat you like queen Show you off in places,that you never have seen I love your smell,and you beautiful eyes My biggest fear is,seeing them cry Made the mistake,of what I thought was true Taking your hand,saying I love you I know now what I said,shouldn't have been done But the past is the past,the

I've been alone for so long,I can no longer stress The lust I craved,of the women in the dress We flew away,on the whitest dove Dancing apon the clouds,with the gods above Walked hand in hand,through lush gardens and beautiful trees Staring into your eyes,with the embrace of a summers breeze Pulling her ever close,the wind takes her hair The warmth of lips,takes away all despair Mad with lust,made love under the nights brightest star Time stands still,everything seems so far When you think of love,you remember her name From that moment on,things will never be the same When she walked into a room,with her beautiful smile Up lifts my heart,ma

Sitting by the window,with an empty stare Just lost in my thoughts,I'm always there It's like I'm chasing a black dog,in the night Know what I want,just have lost all sight I'm very confused alone and getting old Still sitting by the window,while the stories told When  springs come,the snows will melt You'll never really know,how I felt As I sit and snort,this other line Which takes the pain away,at least in my mind Everything slows,and I can hear myself think But in all reality,I'm starting to sink Feels like I'm stuck,in the nine rings of hell Just pulling my pride,under the devils spell I'm so tired,of putting a smile apon my face When al

Iam what Iam,to each his own Always lost,forever I shall roam I used to be filled,with so much discontent Which drove me insane,with feelings of lament But as this sorrow,seems to fade Gotta a new light now,old feelings I shall trade All is gone,my will must bend I have gone astray,until what end Can't always drink piss,and call it wine That will give you the,effects of being divine One of these days,I will get what's due All my thoughts and wishes,will come true Sometimes if feels,like life is unjust No wonder at all,that there is no trust Is what Iam three ways,are shown Done my best,to make this life my own

I've searched the world,looking for her Don't know where she is,but the feelings still stir I crave your lips,with their warm embrace Searching all over,trying to keep up the pace I have a feeling,that you are near Should look out the window,when thoughts are clear My heart is ready,and waiting to reap For this love I want,which is true and deep The love I have,it must be shown I have this feeling,so deep in my bones Should I continue the search,for my true Hopefully with guidance,from I the gods above